In October of 2002, I received a phone call from Mr. Hilliard.
Apparently Mr. Walker had become aware of my work thus far and desired
to meet with me to discuss the project. He wanted to visit my studio
and see the concept I was developing so we met the weekend before
Thanksgiving.
That Saturday morning, I met a distinguished appearing black man
with salt and pepper short hair and beard. His receding hair line
framed a pleasant face that held perceptive, focused eyes behind
round spectacles. His attire and his demeanor suggested a professional
quality that accomplished men often carry. Although I was not offended,
I did feel from the start that he was evaluating me and assessing
my motives. After all, this was his project long before I had even
heard of it. Had the roles been revered, I would have been doing
the same.
I tried to be as honest and transparent as I could about my interest
in this monument and the nature of my work and method. If my ideas
and my other works did not impress him or stimulate him to reminisce
about his initial idea and excitement so many years ago, maybe I
was not the right artist. My heart told me otherwise.
When Mr. Walker saw my own collection of art, his face spoke as
if to say, I dont guess youve had time to go out
and collect and hang all these works of African American figures
just in time for me to arrive? His face spoke the truth. I
had been collecting for twenty years with no particular plan to
assemble such a collection, though my tastes and artistic style
and interests had led me to it. That realization led us to a long
conversation about family and childhood and our shared home state.
I learned of his upbringing in the black community of Vicksburg,
Mississippi, of his respect and admiration for his deceased father,
of his own triumphs and trials as Vicksburgs first black mayor,
of his distaste for the political process, and of his passion for
this impending monument. I like the man from the start.
As we discussed my art and my own recent examination of the unexplainable
course that my work and collection had taken, some of Mr. Walkers
questions about how I even became interested in this project were
answered. As a practicing physician, I am not in the business of
pursuing any and all art projects that come along.
When we walked out to the studio to see the studies, his concern
was not about the design of the three figures but the fact of the
center man being white. Since the park has hundreds of figurative
monuments with not one black portrayed, he felt some in the African
American community might be offended and vocal that the only memorial
in a Civil War Park that honored the Colored Troops had to have
a white soldier in it as well. Despite my explanation that the white
man served only to dramatize the racial relationships accentuating
the significance of black soldiers and was not the focus of the
monument, Mr. Walkers sensitive, non-combative explanation
of the potential controversy made sense and I planned in subsequent
point-up enlargements of the design to make all three men black.
Although the committee had not decided how it would proceed with
their selection of an artist for this project, I believe Robert
Walker left my studio that day with a renewed vigor for his dream;
he had at least seen a conceptual model of black men in uniform
which only reinforced in his mind that the thing was going to happen.
Whether I would be the artist was certainly not decided, but my
work had helped him see the light at the end of the long drawn-out
tunnel. As he returned to his truck to leave, the committee chairman
turned to say, This thing is actually going to happen.
His words had no ring of question, rather a resolve of persistent
passion.
We both smiled. It was a good morning.
* * *
Several months later, Mr. Hilliards office called to let me
know that the Committee had decided to advertise the monument project
as a nation wide competition before granting the commission. By
that time I had invested nearly two years into my research and design
study.
I completed the application and a couple of weeks later I received
a letter informing me that I had been selected as one of four finalists
for the competition. The committee requested a design plan, renderings,
and studies for the monument. That December I was interviewed by
the committee and as 2002 drew to a close, I eagerly awaited their
decision.
* * *
In January, I received a call from Mr. Hilliard requesting that
I set up a meeting in Jackson to talk with the committee and discuss
plans to move forward with the sculpture design. The words You
have been granted the commission were not used and I did not
push.
The following week, I met with the committee . . . Bill Nichols,
the Vicksburg National Park Superintendent; Mr. Hilliard; grant
coordinator, Debra Oakley; Ronnie Bounds, City Planner of Vicksburg;
Ken PPoole, Department of Archives and History Civil War Historian;
and Bea Moore, project manager from the City Planners office.
We discussed proposed changes to the clay model and other issues
of site design and installation. At that meeting, I was informed
that the decision had been made to grant me the commission and the
details of a contract were being worked out. After two hours of
discussion and brainstorming about a final design concept, I was
charged to move forward with a final model clay design in 1/3 life
size. I couldnt wait to get started.
My mind went back to that day when I stood in the studio driveway
with Robert Walker. I could hear his words clearly and for the first
time, beyond my own dreams, I too could believe them. This thing
was going to happen.
* * *
The initial design had come from my mind, with no attention to accurate
size or proportion and no real effort at capturing the human anatomy
that would be necessary before launching into a sculpture of this
scale. Now I had to focus on a final concept that would become the
design for enlarging to a monumental sculpture. I was able to hire
local models willing to spend long hours in difficult poses and
share with me not only skin and muscle and bone, but a real heart
for this important endeavor.
Using proportional calipers, I built three nude figures one third
life size. The forms were then intertwined into the long studied
composition and the supporting armatures were bolted into place.
From there the clothing and accessories were shaped about the bodies,
all the while checking closely for anatomical, proportional, and
historical accuracy. By early February, I knew the design was taking
shape as I could feel these men starting to breathe. I found myself
in one of those special times when I cant wait to get to the
studio.
By mid February, 2003, members of the committee along with administrative
representatives from the National Military Park Service visited
my studio for a final inspection of the sculpture. Attention to
the historical accuracy of the uniforms and weapons led to some
subtle changes after which the committee approved the final design.
We were ready to begin the next phase in this monumental process
as the composition would be recreated four times larger to its final
one and one-third life size.
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